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12/08/11(Thu)21:07 No.32137319>>32137297
Three fucking months go by with this girl not going out to get a calculator for a introduction math class, but she has a lot on her plate, I understand. So I twice offer her a calculator, either her giving me cash or free of charge, whatever she feel conferable with. Twice declined, and on the second, I'm told by another peer that I'm creepy, and stalky. Was is stalky when I gave my own calculator to a white male peer in the same class to take a test, at my expense? Was is creepy I helped a black male peer with figuring put problems he had trouble with?
My methods of helping humans is direct, yes, but I can not lower myself to their pathetic level of comprehension. I've seen things here on 4chan that would make any one of them throw up and have nightmares for weeks. Teenagers decapitated with knives, girls legs liquified by cars and buses, men torn in half alive by chainsaw. I can not forget what I've seen, I can not change who I am, scarred and burned by this place, and rightly so. My eyes are open, and I can not shut them, I do not want to.
If I'm forever doomed to be a creep, to look like an obscenity in the eyes of normalfags, and to act and talk in a retarded manner, fuck it. I was not trying to do anything perverted or harmful, I wanted to fucking help my fellow man you dumb fuck ape. But if who I am inherently is unacceptable, so be it. I can live a life of apathy and discontent with you tailless monkey. So if posting on pony threads is my only way of interacting with a mass of people, so be it. If you get a kick out of calling me a brony piece of shit when I post here, or dare I ever anywhere else, fine. Come to the place where I can find the one outlet I can truly be me, and ridicule me and everyone else. |
