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07/21/11(Thu)15:52 No.27914440I haven’t taken my meds in a few days, and I keep having these fucked up dreams
I dreamt about a girl, Swedish or something, about 20, very delicate looking with fair skin. She couldn’t talk in English, she’d just speak in this very guttural sounding language, like Hebrew or Arabic, she’d speak almost like a song, and it was always very beautiful sounding, kinda sad. Then I’m running toward the scene of a car crash, something is covered up with a tarp. I can’t see her, but I know she’s dead and under that tarp. Then we’re in a car, it’s a minivan with 3 sets of seats. A mom’s minivan, like the one she uses to bring kids to school, one big seat in the back that can fit 3 people, 2 seats in front of that, and the passenger and driver’s seat in front of that. I’m in a car, the same girl is in it, I’m sitting in one of the seats behind the passenger seat. She’s in the other seat next to me, but she looks younger, like 10 or so. Her 2 sisters are in the back seat, her mother is driving. I know it’s the same girl, but there’s something wrong with her. She has
these big bush-baby eyes, but they’re too flat and shiny looking, like a reptile’s eyes. She keeps trying to suck my dick, and she won’t say anything, everyone in the car but her and I have these big creepy smiles on, like in that Black Hole Sun music video. She has a blank look on her face, and she keeps pulling my dick out and trying to suck it. Her sisters keep pulling her hand away and telling her that that’s not OK to do in public, still smiling, like they’re scolding a dog or something. Every time she does it, her sisters just pull her hand away, and laugh. I feel afraid, I don’t know why. Eventually I wake up, in a cold sweat. I need to start my meds again, these dreams are gonna give me a heart attack. |
