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!KkyWm0AORY 04/30/11(Sat)09:22 No.25520237>>25520182
we're addicts, all of us. Yes, you can call it obsession, you can call it fanaticism, but that doesn't truly capture the extent of our affliction. We're caught in this trap of innocence and escapism that the show drapes over us like a net of bitter-sweet luxury. Its the reason I always have a pony thread open, its the reason i have at least one episode ready to play at any time. I cant go without my fix, I feel almost empty, almost drained of all real purpose to bother at this comparatively inadequate life without the seemingly much, much better prospect of simply getting a slight glimpse at the world of FiM. This is what we are, junkies at odds with ourselves, scoring simply to stave off the pangs we feel. Nobody we know will compare to Pinkie, nobody as sweet as Fluttershy. What im trying to say in this world full of flawed things and broken people, just like ourselves, we found a gateway to simpler, brighter place. And we cant look away. When they suspend that window for the next 6 months, and after series 2, possibly forever, we will be in the place of the average gearhead. At the bottom of the blackest pit of fear you can imagine. Only through real work and help from others will we ever beat the need for our fix. But, like all junkies, the hunger never ever truly goes.
might be the same for you, I dunno, but I know I'll have my pills and my music to try sooth my screaming synapses. But I wont look at things for their merit, everything will be compared to equestria, and be bleak and tainted in comparison |
